how sad is this? 

that i'm sitting here, writing about how much i miss you, how much everything we had meant to me, how much i still love you.

that you're out there, and not even a thought of me probably crosses your mind.

i think of you.

every day.

and i pray that something will bring us back together.

i pray everyday.

3//52

3//52, a photo by sir jeenyus on Flickr.

On Monday last, my sister and I ventured out into the cold woods behind my aunt's house in search for a rumored "frog pond," that we had heard about, and even seen on google maps, but had remained elusive for all the years we have been recreating in the area. A few minutes of exploration led to a grass road, one which I had found a few years ago, but didn't follow, and never paid any attention to. This led over some downed trees and swampy areas (even though the previous day's temperatures were in the single digits), and eventually to the large pond, which was frozen rather solid. We then returned later on with accompaniment, and played some 'hockey' with tree limbs and a broken rock. Hopefully the months to come will bring good times at this no locale.

2//52

2//52, a photo by sir jeenyus on Flickr.

an out take from the first points east photo shoot, which took place at sunset in some very cold weather. joe dunham was gracious enough to brave the cold with our BRAND NEW T-SHIRTS to model with some interesting and unique poses. this weeks photo is coming a little early, but seeing as i will not be home on saturday, now is a better time than ever.

1/52

1/52, a photo by sir jeenyus on Flickr.

project 365 was a bit too much of an undertaking for me. it became a chore before too long, and i feel like it has made me a worse photographer, and i now have to start from the bottom to bring back any artistic feel that i had before. digital is something i don't care for much anymore, as i feel that every picture i edit feels so fake and boring, and film provides me with the exact feel and colors i want, even when i have no idea what they may look like.

project 52, that is, a photo for every week of the year, seems like such a more inviting challenge, one that i hope i can succeed in. i'll admit it's way easier to take ONE photo a week as opposed to one a day, and then remembering what you did. 365 would've been awesome to look back on, but there's only so many time you can scramble around at 11:59 trying to finding something to photograph before you settle for the fridge with some tacky magnets on it. i don't find that appealing.

so here's to project 52 being something i can undertake with motivation and drive, and will make me a decent photographer again.

this week was actually rather eventful, but i just failed to take photos of anything. a lot of it was revolved around screen printing for my new company and a lot of it was also lounging around doing nothing. this particular scene was from the house of pieces belated ugly sweater christmas party, where a good time was had by all.